My husband and I fight more now. He didn’t literally say I had more value because I do more now, but he came close. I get it. Also I talk more now, and at the wrong times for him. Our schedules don’t mesh. Our communication is glitchy.

Yet: it is better.

I am able to be here more for my son and my animals. In addition, I do a lot more of the house keeping than I used to do. I’m also pursuing my own shit: I have this blog, I am attempting to convert to Judaism, and I am going to do my first event for the LWV next week.

I’m also starting with another psychologist tomorrow to attempt ACT for wanting to read more and do more art. It feels a touch ridiculous, but these things are important to me. I’ll be as indulgent as I want with therapy in a crumbling empire on a dying world.

Example:

There is a horrible disease spreading throughout frog populations. Many species will probably go extinct. There will be more pandemics among different species as time goes on due to the climate catastrophe. We are in a mass extinction event.

Happy Wednesday!